Wake Up

Siddhananda: Okay, here we go (showing a small translucent lavender stone). (pause). There's nice rays of light coming from this stone. (pause). I see dancing, changing shapes. (long pause). Okay, i just hear "the world is not real."

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Take it to be more like a dream.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And like a dream, you can't grab hold of it.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: It's not made of any true substance. It's not made of anything hard or solid.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Don't gravitate to it. Don't grab on to it. (pause). Live within your Guru's pointings, they're saying, follow that course and really do it, do it with your full being.

G: (pause) Yeah, because the objective is to wake up from the dream. (smiling).

Siddhananda: Yeah. Right, exactly. I do see at the end of this, the tree of knowledge.

G: Yeah, exactly.

Siddhananda: And, so, that's really nice (hand on heart center). So, thank you so much.

G: Thank you for that one.

Siddhananda: Is it okay if they have the COS too?

G: Oh, yes, they may have the COS too. Support your local Guru! (laughing).

Siddhananda: (laughing) There you go. Your local Guru, like the fresh markets and stuff. (laughing).

G: (laughing).

Zero Point

Siddhananda: (Showing a dark linga) I see this lingam in my mind and I see a gentle aura around it when I shut my eyes.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: I see that exact same linga with an aura around it.

G: Okay. 

Siddhananda: With a flower on it... (pause) I see a little crack in that linga.

G: Yeah, he is pouring a lot of love energy into it, and it is starting to open. That's good.

Siddhananda: Yeah, there is a crack and a flower coming. Really a cool feeling with the flower coming from that crack.

G: Nice!

Siddhananda: It really is a nice image.

G: Hmm hmm. And that life does come from that zero-point. That comes from that, that Truth comes from that, that purity comes from that (gesturing things emanating from one point), the wisdom of that purity. Everything comes from that zero-point, that's the ground of being, actually.

Siddhananda: Exactly! And that's it. (smiling)

G: Yeah. I can see exactly what he's giving that image for. 

Siddhananda: It feels like that's all that he wanted to [say].

G: Right. He's not asking for anything. He doesn't need anything. He wanted to share that, that everything comes from that zero-point balance, that beauty of manifestation, it all comes from that. It's got to be rooted there. And it doesn't take anything away from the rest of it.  

Siddhananda: (Nodding) You said it perfectly! That's exactly, exactly what it is. Okay, Very nice! (gesturing namaste)

G: Thank you for sharing that, that's a beautiful message (gesturing namaste). (smiling).

Siddhananda: We'll take that! (smiling).

G: We'll take that. Yeah, the symbology is so [rich]... It's funny because you don't need words to convey that message. That symbology, if you understand that, is absolutely so rich and pregnant with meaning. 

Siddhananda: That's in an instant, that's in a flash. There's the image and it says it all.

G: It says it all. It's immediately there (snapping fingers). It's like that thing of knowing, it's just known and it's an immediate thing. It's not something that one sits and thinks and builds upon "this means this means this means this." It's an immediate knowing. It comes into consciousness in its fullness. 

Siddhananda: Exactly. Right. No debating, no discussion or any doubt, there it is.

G: Exactly. 

Siddhananda: Really nice. Simple!

G: Simple. Such an easier way to communicate! Words are sooo ugh! Words are sometimes such a pain because people can take words and skew it for this or that and not really get the full message. So, sometimes I think the image is more, in a way, concrete as to what's being said.

Siddhananda: Well, that's what's interesting now with some of this happening here is sometimes I see a flash of an image and that's the whole thing I get with that person, like some growth of some flower and I just get a flash of different things, but, that's it. I just think it's interesting that I get the imagery versus words.

G: Yeah, you get the imagery, and then you can feel exactly what that imagery is conveying because of the vibration and energy of that person that's sending that image. So, all of that together make up that whole message. One's just immediately in contact with that energy and that vibration. There's no time and space for that, it's an immediate connection. Same with [where] you have students and they have a connection with the Guru and that Guru holds the energy in place for them. There's no time and space in that. And if there's that connection then that energy transfer is always taking place.

Siddhananda: No matter where they're at and what they're doing. In that way it is similar to the way things are being conveyed.

G: Yeah, it's all on an energetic level that the things are being conveyed. 

Siddhananda: Hundred percent energy, and it's a different thing from just sitting down and having tea with someone and talking.

G: Right, we're not having the dumbing down of words. 

Siddhananda: Yeah! (smiling). You always say it so well!

Path of Devotion and Surrender

Siddhananda: (showing a small pink stone) I'm seeing some ripe fruit, like strawberries and things. They're saying, "I lay my head on the master's feet. I surrender there." I saw that ripe fruit. There's that image right now with one's forehead on the feet of the master. There's no particular master, but just that image.

G: Right.

Spirit:  I lay my head there. I rest my head there for all eternity.

G:  Mm hmm. Ask what is it they're seeking today.

Spirit: To be one with the master, with the heart of being.

G:  With the heart of being (nodding) ... right, right ... to surrender into that.

Siddhananda:  Yeah. It's a devoted soul. He seems to have had that kind of an image for awhile with that devotion. That's kind of their path through that, as a devoted soul and [with] surrender.

G: Mm hmm, right.

Siddhananda:  I'm hearing a little bit, "Should I go beyond that? What now?"

G:  I'm sitting trying to figure out what would be the best for that one (pausing). I think both the COS and the Morning Mantras for them.

Siddhananda:  They're very grateful for that. As that flows to them, they are almost in tears. They're very, very, very grateful! (gesturing Namaste).

G: mm hmm (gesturing Namaste). Thank you.

Siddhananda: That'll do it for that one.

The Guru’s Sandals

Siddhananda: Okay, they tried to live (closing eyes)… I just want to get this a little bit, because I’m seeing the guru’s sandals and some roses.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: I’m getting a feeling… I hear that they had a perfect life, but maybe they haven’t lived perfect. But, I don’t know if that’s right. (pausing) Things are just fading again and I’m just seeing the guru’s sandals with the roses, the padukas, or however you [say it].

G: Right, padukas, yeah.

Siddhananda: Padukas, okay.

G: Yeah. It sounds like they had the perfect opportunity, but maybe they didn’t take full advantage of it.

Siddhananda: That’s my feeling because they say it was perfect and yet they have not lived perfectly.

G: Right, they had a great opportunity, but they didn’t take full advantage of it.

Siddhananda: Yeah, that’s the truth. I almost hear that they walked with some saints and then the guru’s sandals are there. So, they really had quite a lot of wonderful energies in their life and maybe they just didn’t, like you say, take full advantage [of it.]

G: Yeah, maybe they didn’t recognize it until [it was] too late. Okay this is nice, kind of thing. They had a lot of opportunity, but maybe they didn’t get the full [benefits]. So what is it we can help them with? So what is it they are here for?

Siddhananda: So, again, I’m seeing the guru’s sandals and they are wanting to take that into them more now.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: They see that there was some time lost and opportunity lost. So, what to do now? They are following those rose petals.

G: They can go ahead and do the COS.

Siddhananda: Okay and that’s being transmitted to them.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: There is a little bit of murky energy with this being.

G: Right, they didn’t take advantage of what they had before. So now they are going to have to prove themselves and open themselves to it because they kind of closed the door.

Siddhananda: Totally!

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: They are picking up those sandals and holding them to their heart, kissing them and just crying.

G: It’s one of those kinds of things, you don’t know what you got until it’s gone.

Siddhananda: Yeah, yeah.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: So they are just trying to hold those near to have that energy, too, and so that wasn’t totally a lost thing for them.

G: Right. So, now they have another opportunity. Don’t blow this one off! (laughing)

Siddhananda: They are saying, “No,” and they are crying and holding the sandals. And they have taken the COS. They are very sad though, but they are going to keep on.

G: There’s no reason to be sad. They need to go forward.

Siddhananda: Okay.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Okay. So, thank you!

G: Namaste.

Siddhananda: There’s always another opportunity. But, it’s better if you can, if you do have these opportunities, to take them when they are there, but, certainly there’s always another one. Just something to consider!

G: Exactly!

Heart Center Pummeled

Siddhananda:  Siddhananda hears, "My life has been what I call perfect."

G:  I just felt a big, huge flush right in the heart center.

Siddhananda:  Ah, okay ... interesting!

G:  It's just crazy, crazy big (sweeping hand gestures to show how the energy is moving up and out from the heart center)

Siddhananda:  Is it a good thing?

G:  Oh, yes, it’s a good thing! The heart is just ... (motioning with hands to show how expansive the energy is) ... like crazy energy. No, it's a good thing.

Siddhananda:  Oh, good! There are lot of wonderful energies here today, so I'm glad you're feeling that. Good.

G:  There is just a big flush right through the heart.  It's a very intense one.

Siddhananda: Wow! You can really feel it today. I'm just feeling nothing but love and light, and beauty here today. Really. It's amazing.

G:  This energy is really gonn'a pummel . I mean, these energies together can really pummel ... big time.

Siddhananda: Oh, it’s coming. It's happening. It's really such a good thing ... such a good, needed thing.

So, let's see.  I'm seeing the Guru sandals, and some roses.  I'm hearing they've had a perfect life, but maybe haven't lived perfectly, but I don't know if that's right. So, things are just kind of fading again. I'm seeing the Guru's sandals again with the roses ... the padukas, or however you say?

G:  Right, the padukas. Sounds like they had the perfect opportunity, but they didn't take full advantage of it.

Siddhananda: You know, that's my feeling of it because they say it was perfect, and yet, they have not lived perfectly.

G: Right. They had a great opportunity but they didn't take full advantage of it.

Siddhananda: Yes, that's the truth. I hear them saying they walked with some saints. Then the Guru sandals are there. So, they really had quite a lot of wonderful energies in their life, and maybe they didn't, like you say, take full advantage.

G:  Yes, maybe they didn't recognize it until too late. They were just kind of saying ... okay, this is nice ... kind of a thing. They had a lot of opportunity but maybe they didn't get the full benefit. So, what is it that we can help them with? What is it they are here for?

Siddhananda: Again, I'm seeing the Guru's sandals.  They are wanting to take that more into themselves now. They see that there was some time lost and some opportunity lost. So, what to do now?  They're following those rose petals.

G:  They can go ahead and do the COS.

Siddhananda:  That's being transmitted to them. There is a little bit of murky energy with this being.

G:  Right.  They didn't take advantage of what they had before. So, now they're going to have to prove themselves and open themselves to it. They kind of closed the door.

Siddhananda:  They're picking up those sandals now ... holding them to their heart and kissing them ... and just crying.

G:  It's one of those kind of things that you don't know what you've got until it's gone.

Siddhananda: yeah ... and so they're just trying to hold those near to have that energy, too. So, that was not a totally lost thing to them.

G:  So, now they have another opportunity. Don't blow this one off.

Siddhananda: They are saying no.  They're crying and holding those sandals. They have taken the COS and they're going to just go on.  They're very sad, though, but they're going to keep on.

G:  There's no reason to be sad. They need to go forward.

Siddhananda: okay ... so, yes.  Thank you.

G:  Namaste.

Siddhananda:  There's always another opportunity, but it's better if you do have these opportunities to take them when they're there. But, certainly, there's always another one.  It's just something to consider.

G:  Exactly.

Opening up

The spirit that is coming through, said she knew G in another life.


The spirit said, you were my guide, I just see you as a woman in white. I am not surprised that you are enlightened now as you were very pure in the way that you ministered to me. Images came forward of cottages, pastures and sheep.


G: I have done a lot of religious life.


S:  I see you as an angel of light or giver of light. I have many stories to tell, but rather than doing that I would like to thank you and connect with you as I do feel your energy. I think I do not know what is going on with me. It is murky. I am a loving person, but stuck, not moving in any direction. I wanted to connect with you. I was hoping this would jar something for me.


G: Ask God sincerely for clarity to help open your heart and mind so that this can come forward. If you have a willingness and talk to God sincerely, then this will come.


S:  It takes a long time (you would know) for enlightenment. I knew you so long ago.


G: This can take many lifetimes. All one can do is say, "on the altar of truth, I lay myself."


S:  I cannot project when this will come, but will do my best to put one foot in front of the other. I will see it as an adventure and open my heart. I think there is a lot of richness here that I have not allowed myself to open up to. A lot (even here) do not open up and stay locked in their own drama.


G: Exactly that is what creates your own jail, your own confinement. To move forward, open the door, ask for help sincerely... it will be there. If you sincerely ask for the teacher, the teacher will come. If you sincerely ask from the heart to know God, that will draw you, that will pull you.


S:  Can I be my own teacher?


G: No, you can't. I'm sorry, but you can't. Because you perceive things the way you perceive them and many times you don't have the clarity. You want to convince yourself of things that are not there and when you haven't gone the whole of the path, you can think you are farther along than what you are. You can take sign posts and make them into more than what they are.


S: Makes sense and I feel that I have done this out of fear of opening up.


G:  There is nothing to fear if you open to God and the light.


S: This is always good to hear again and again. Fear does not come from the light, but from my own mistaken notions or misconstruing of things.


G: You need to open to the light. Even lies come from a seed of light or truth, but gets so twisted that it moves away from truth and becomes unrecognizable.


S: Sitting here, I got a brief flash of oneness and I have not experienced that before.


G: Keep that awareness as it is. Allow yourself to open to that divine love... open to that pathway.


S:  Thank you. So glad to have connected. An image of goats was seen (laughter). We had a lot of that around. A lot of farmland. It was a very wholesome, hard life... and it was cold. An image of churning butter was seen (laughter). Okay goodbye and thank you.


G/Siddhananda: I can just see you with your little white cap on. Maybe it was in Holland or the Netherlands or something. You had your little white, fresh cap on that was so cute. (laughter)