Reunion

Siddhananda: (Showing a small black linga) This is a heavy, heavy lingam! We'll see what happens.

G: A heavy one again?

Siddhananda: It's heavy!

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: I feel it.

G: Hopefully it's good heavy and not a heavy, heavy.

Siddhananda: That's the thing.

G: We'll see what comes out of it.

Siddhananda: Oh Boy, okay, we'll see what happens.

G: Wait for a second here, he's running a blender (referring to activity happening in the background)

Siddhananda: Okay.

G: So, we got to wait.. a second, that's all. (pause) Yeah, i thought they were done yesterday, but no, we're having a parade today, so (laughing)

Siddhananda: Not done yet (laughing)

G: (laughing) It's not done yet, right.

Siddhananda: (laughing) Okay, let me see what this one [has to say] (making a grimace) I have a feeling about this one, but let me see if i am right or wrong. (pause) Yeah, i am seeing [an image of] this linga with tears coming down it.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: They're heavy with sorrow and that's what i had a feeling of.

G: Right, okay. And what's that sorrow due to? What are they hanging on to?

Siddhananda: (long pause with closed eyes) It's feeling light [now], though, so, let's see. Something happened. Okay, i think their family may have gotten hurt or killed or something.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: I see some blood. I see a knife, but, they didn't do anything. It wasn't them, but, it was some bad people [who], by violence, hurt their family.

G: Family violence?

Siddhananda: Yeah. (pause) I don't know if it was the family, i think some bad people came in to hurt the family and some of the family got killed.. children, wife. He has a bit of a slash under his eye. He did try to help, but i see him struggling with whoever had that knife. He struggled. It does feel like it was [someone from] indian culture, [an] indian man.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: He struggled.

G: Yeah, they have all sorts of village things where they have a lot of violence in the villages and stuff.

Siddhananda: Yeah, and that's it. i can see them hurting, killing the rest of the family. I think he got out. He has a slash (pointing to underneath the right eye) like he said, but he died eventually, but not that way.

G: Right

Siddhananda: i see him going on to have another child later, with another woman.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: That has some light to it, so i think he went on. But, I see him carrying those blood stains on his soul a little bit.

G: Right, so we're going to ask that his family, that he thinks has died, come to him now.

Siddhananda: Okay.

G: That those souls come to him now so he can see that they haven't died. They have just transitioned out of that form, that's all, at that time. But they are not dead. They are quite alive (laughing). That's to see there is no death.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: There is no death, yeah.

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay, it's interesting, because i do see one side with the family, and this is how he is thinking of them.  On the one side, he has his healthy family, with a beautiful indian woman and little child. She's holding his hand. The other side is dark, I think it's just the way he's thinking of them, though.

G: Yeah. He needs to let go of that.

Siddhananda: And that's what's happening. So, that dark side, the way he thinks of the other, is not able to come through really well. Because, he's putting that up as being a really scary, horrible thing, and, I can see a family there behind that, but he's not letting that [come through]. It's the way he sees it in his head. It's not able to come through.

G: Right. (pause) Okay,  i want you to hold him in your hand for a minute (referring to the rock the soul is in), and i'm going to do a mantra and hopefully that will close that out and let him open.

Siddhananda: (holding the rock in her hands) Okay, I think i'll put him here like this (opening the right palm with the stone in the middle of it)

G: (long pause with eyes closed) Okay, now how's he doing?

Siddhananda: Okay, let me put him down for a minute. As you were talking, I did just see his face come forward with that gash under his eye, but i think he was listening. He was taking that in.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Okay, so that split screen is a little bit lighter on the one side. I see more light flowing in. The other one is very light, I think he had a good life with that other family. But, [with] this other one, there is more light coming in there.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And i'm trying to get a sense of that family coming through. I do feel the woman holding two, he's saying, either two or three [children].

G: Exactly, he needs to allow them to come forward so he can see that they're alive and that everything is quite fine and if he will allow that to come in, he will have a chance to reincarnate with them again and perhaps in different roles, but he will be able to experience them again, but he'll have to allow that energy in, not push it away and block it.

Siddhananda: Yeah, i'm seeing them, that imagery of a woman and two or three children, they're coming though, the light is a little bit more looking like a lotus or a halo. They're coming forward and i am seeing them more and they are filling the screen more. So, they are coming and there is this lotus flower.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: It's really nice. And he's just sobbing. He's just sobbing.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: They don't have blood on them. They don't have any kind of disfigurement or anything.

G: Yeah, there's no disfigurement, there's nothing any longer, NO. When they pass out of form, they're totally healed, unless they choose to keep dwelling on that. They're not dwelling on it, so, he needs to let go of it.

Siddhananda: No, they're very whole in that way and he does still have some blood stains on his white clothing that he's carrying, but, i'm seeing some light on there, so it's definitely working. He's sobbing. He's [saying] "oh, my loves, my loves," it almost brings tears to my eyes because he's [saying] "oh, my loves are here."

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: "My dears, my sweethearts,"

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Right, so, he can open his heart and he can feel each one and one hundred percent commune with their spirits and find that they are absolutely fine.

Siddhananda: I do feel them connecting in their energies. The other woman is still there in the scene but she looks so healthy and vibrant. She's there, the other wife and child, it's all fine. But, he is communing with them [the other family] and his head is down and he's just drinking in, like "my sweethearts." It's very nice.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: So, what should we do with them? I think he's just wanting to be with them.

G: Leave them to their families.

Siddhananda: (Couldn't hear G properly) Okay. So, just  let them be or should I set him somewhere?

G: I said you can leave them to their families for now. Yes, let them continue with that.

Siddhananda: I think i'll set them in the back then for a little while? (pause) Or maybe on the third shelf?

G: Absolutely, yeah. They have catching up to do.

Siddhananda: Yeah, i think to process, exactly. Okay, good. So that was nice. He's definitely still there communing with them, very nice!

Cherry Blossoms

Siddhananda:  OK (showing a small triangular pink stone).. a little pink one.. Tid bit (smiling) So, let's see. (pausing with closed eyes) Right away, [i'm hearing] spring time, comes blossoms. I do see some pink cherry blossoms!

G:  Oh, nice.

Siddhananda:  They're saying they did reflect that for me (laughing)

G:  (laughing) she likes cherry blossoms

Siddhananda:  I just...you just see them, and they're beautiful...and when they start blowing in the wind, the pink blossoms, ahh.

G:  Right

Siddhananda:  Anyway (pause) How can we help you today?( pause) some kind of spirit energy, of the wind or tide... [of] nature

G:  Aha (nodding)

Siddhananda:  I think that's what more this energy is, i don't feel.. (pause) wow, they're really very much just made of spirit.

G:  Aha (nodding)

Siddhananda:  Not to say others aren't. I just.. i’m not feeling there was ever any real embodiment, I don't think [there was]

G:  Right, it's just always been in spirit.

Siddhananda:  Right, yeah.

G:  And is there something they've come to.. for help or to aid, what is it, for what reason have they come today?

Spirit:  Just to be present

G:  Yeah, and that's fine

Spirit:  Be present

G:  Yeah

Siddhananda:  They feel very still, so..

G:  Thank you for coming (gesturing namaste).

Siddhananda:  Thank you

G:  We'll let them.. we’ll put this over and they can transfer into one of the crystals if they like to stay for a while longer.

Siddhananda:  That's perfect, Ok

G:  Yeah

Siddhananda:  We’ll take those

G:  Yes, exactly

Siddhananda:  We’ll take those

G:  The spirit..it's nice to have that type of Spirit around (puts the stone into one of the crystal caves)

Siddhananda:  Actually they brought those cherry blossoms. You can stay as long as you like (laughing)

G:  (laughing)

Siddhananda:  Absolutely! because that is like a spring time, see i got (shows at tattoo of cherry blossoms going around her left arm)

G:  she's got her cherry blossoms, yeah

Siddhananda:  It's like a new fresh start

G:  Exactly

Siddhananda:  That's what it's about, so,  anyway.

Resurrection

Siddhananda: Okay, what's next in store here (showing a crystal clear stone)? (pausing with closed eyes).

Spirit: Take away my suffering.

G: Aha (nodding).

Siddhananda: I am seeing an image of a cross, someone carrying that cross up a hill. They've worked hard.

G: So, a tough, tough one.

Siddhananda: Yeah, they're really struggling with that. What should we explore a little more here?

G: In what time were they incarnated?

Siddhananda: Gosh, I hear, "time of Christ," and something [about] Palestine.

G: Yeah, they could have [incarnated at that time].

Siddhananda: Again, that era [was] a very hard time.

G: Very hard, yeah. He could have been a follower of Christ that had gone through an actual crucifixion at that time.

Siddhananda: Yeah, it could have been. Again, I'm hearing, "time of Christ."

G: Did you go through  a crucifixion as well? 

Siddhananda:  I think they watched them.

G: They watched it, but they didn't have to [go through crucifixion]?

Siddhananda: It felt like they watched them, and I don't know if it was Christ [they saw], but they've seen a lot of those.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda:  I'm hearing, "No," not themselves, but they observed that quite a bit.

G: They're fortunate. There were a lot people that were crucified. There were a number of followers of Christ that were crucified as well.

Siddhananda: Exactly, yeah. It wasn't just Christ.

G: No, it wasn't just Christ. There were many that went through crucifixion as well.

Siddhananda:  I'm thinking of someone upside down.

G: Right, Peter.

Siddhananda: Okay (nodding). I see an image of them upside down.

G: Yeah, one of the apostles said, "I am below Christ, therefore do not crucify me like the Christ. I'm not worthy," and he asked to be crucified hanging upside down.

Siddhananda: So, this was a hard witnessing.

G: So, he saw that one? He saw that one crucified? 

Siddhananda: He's saying, "Yes."

G: Yeah, yeah (nodding).

Siddhananda: That one (nodding sadly).

G: Yeah, yeah, yeah. It was one of the apostles. It was either Peter or Paul. I don't remember which one it was, Peter or Paul, but one of them had said that ... "I am unworthy to be crucified like my Lord, therefore crucify me upside down, because I'm unworthy." Yeah.

Siddhananda: (inhaling deeply) I can see wounds on him, almost like he's carrying those wounds on himself, even in his hands and his heart.

G: Right, he's taken that wound. Right, and this has happened. This is why some of them develop the wounds of Christ. There have been those that have developed this. It's called stigmata. They will actually bleed from the wounds because there is such a [strong] identification with the suffering, and taking on the suffering.

Siddhananda: There you go. Interesting.

G: But there is no need to take on the suffering of others.

Siddhananda: I am seeing him bleeding in his hands and in his heart, and his eyes, even (drawing her fingers downward from under her eyes to indicate blood dripping down).

G: People do take on that stigmata. They take on that true suffering, but there's no need to take on that suffering. It does nothing to aid Christ. It does nothing to aid you. It does nothing to aid humanity. So, you are suffering needlessly. So, I ask now (closing her eyes), again, that Christ come to this individual and show him the reality of that. [Show him] that he should only focus on, not the suffering, but the risen aspect (opening her eyes). Everyone has to face their own crucifixion of sorts, but then don't stay in that crucifixion.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: You need to move on to the resurrection, and that's the message.

Siddhananda: You're leaving that part out, you know?

G: Exactly! You need to go forward to the resurrection, and that's the beauty of it.

Siddhananda: The flower of it.

G: The flower of it, yeah.

Siddhananda:  ...  perfect, fresh flower.

G:  It's to show that no matter what it is, it's eternal. Life is eternal. There is no death. It is eternal.

Siddhananda: Like you said, what purpose [does focusing on suffering serve]? How is this benefiting them or anyone?

G: It's not benefiting any. No, it's not benefiting any.

Siddhananda: Boy, I saw a BIG image of Christ with the thorns and the blood.

G: Yeah

Siddhananda: Christ [is] coming in now.

G: Yeah, right (nodding). To dispel that, to show him the resurrection.

Siddhananda: Right, that was there (the image of Christ with the thorns).

G: He needs to see the resurrection.

Siddhananda:  Then, Christ is there, coming forward from that, and it's like that [image of suffering] is a shadowy thing.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Then, Christ is coming in with his arms [open], and then the light [is emanating], and that image of the tears, the blood and the thorns is fading.

G: It's fading, and what will come forward is the reality, not his skewed interpretation of it and his holding.

Siddhananda: That's it. What I can feel from that is just the love and compassion that was there within Christ. Nothing like even what you are seeing with that. I mean, there was suffering, but there's SUCH love and compassion beyond belief.

G:  (murmuring yeah softly as Siddhananda speaks)

Siddhananda: And that has risen into this, this rebirth of this soul ... just so pure and untouched by any of that.

G: Right, right. He's totally untouched and that's His message. You're not touched by any of this. He went to the Father, [and said], "I've gone to the Father that sent me and these things you will do and even greater, for I go to the father that sent me."

Siddhananda: See, and that's the message of not getting stuck in the other. That's not it.

G: Exactly. He was not the only one that came. He came to show the way. [He said], "I came to show the way." [It's] not what people have taken [it to be] ... "I am the only way." That's not what he was saying.

Siddhananda:  He showed the way for your own soul, too.

G:  I came to show the way (placing strong emphasis on each word).

Siddhananda:  That's the reality of it.

G: [He said], "Therefore follow me, do what I do, do the things that I do, for I have come to show you." If he were the only way, he wouldn't say, "do the things I do." He wouldn't say that, but he said, "Come follow me, do the things that I do, learn from me." Basically, that's what he was saying, "learn from me."

Siddhananda: Right. Why would he say it's in you? You ... you [have to] move out of this [suffering].

G: Right.

Siddhananda: It's what it is. It's what the whole thing is about.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: So, I hear this soul saying, or at least the feeling is, [that] there is no death.

G: Right. There is no death.

Siddhananda: Again, only your body may be touched, but your spirit, no.

G: Right, your spirit is never touched (smiling softly).

Siddhananda:  It's a really a beautiful image of that intermingling of that with the thorns and just the full face and figure, but Christ [is] there with those [outstretched] arms (gesturing to indicate how one image is overlaid by the other).

G: Right.

Siddhananda: That's the heart of it. That's the beam of light from the Heart. (inhaling deeply) So, that's really powerful. Woo! And the cross, I still see that a little bit.

G: Yeah, it's time to let go of the cross. It's time to move into that fullness now. You've carried the image of that cross for so long. It's time to release it and just go into the arms of Christ and the celebration now. It's time for the celebration.

Siddhananda: (pausing with eyes closed) It's definitely getting quieter and less images, and just more of a feeling of that peace.

G: Mm hmm (nodding). Right.

Siddhananda: There's more of just a light shining versus those images.

G: Right, yeah.

Siddhananda: It's better.  It's still a little there, but it's fading.

G: Yeah, he just has to accept the heart of Christ and let it be within him, that same light.

Siddhananda: Yeah, it's really turned into more of just an energy of spirit versus any of that [suffering]. It is just that untouched spirit.

G: Right, yeah.

Siddhananda: So, very nice.

G: So, thank you for coming (gesturing Namaste).

Siddhananda: (gesturing Namaste) Always a good lesson, that one, with the ones that are holding on to that kind of thing.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: Torturing themselves.

G: Exactly. You torture yourself. Yeah, it's so strong, it's so imprinted on you, that you will actually develop the wounds and bleed. Yeah (nodding).

Siddhananda:  Yeah, that energy did.

G: Oh, yeah.

Siddhananda: Very realistically.

G: Many have. Padre Pio also had that.

Siddhananda: That's amazing.

G: Padre Pio had that stigmata. They've identified so much with the suffering Christ rather than the risen Christ, that they develop actual stigmata.

Siddhananda: Mm hmm (nodding). You see that with people with all their imagery of the cross and the suffering. Not to say that imagery is bad, but that's where they're connecting their energies.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Look at [it]. You're leaving out the other [part about risen Christ].

G: Right, right. So, I'm sure people will see that I'm wearing a cross with the Christ on it. Not to say that you have to remain in suffering, but one has to understand everyone goes through and bears their own cross at some point in time, to some degree. You have to be willing to lay yourself down on that cross.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: You have to be willing to sacrifice yourself into God, but there's no loss. There's no loss in the end.

Siddhananda: So, if anything, that cross can be like a message of that, [to] lay it down.

G: Exactly, and that's what it is. You go through your own type of a crucifixion, but then there's the risen after that.

Siddhananda: Right

G:  Then one rises at that point. But, you can't just go in and say I'm not going to [do that]. I don't want to go through that.

Siddhananda: No, it's part of it.

G: Exactly, it's part of it. Everyone has to face their own journey, and it's like I said, when Christ came he had all the temptations and went through. He showed us the path that one walks. He was a great light as a teacher to show the path that one walks, and the journey that one has to take. So, that’s all it's saying. This (showing the cross around her neck) is saying be willing to take the journey, and know that in the end, there is the resurrection and the rebirth.

Siddhananda: Oh, exactly. There is certainly a message there, but it’s not to stay stuck there but to move forward from that.

G: Exactly. Don't stay stuck in the suffering.

Siddhananda: Yeah! You do it to yourself.

G: (laughing) So, maybe that’s why we have some [such souls coming], because I am wearing a cross.

Siddhananda: It could be.

G: So, maybe that’s drawing a few?

Siddhananda: It ends up being a good thing.

G: So, it's okay. It's a good thing (laughing).

Siddhananda: It's been a really good message, a very important message.

Spearmint Gum

Siddhananda: Here we go! It’s kind of a green looking little one (showing a rock). Refreshment like spearmint gum.

G: (bursting out with laughter) Green and refreshing like spearmint gum. Oh good! What can we help you with? (laughing) Refreshing like spearmint gum, that’s great! Never a dull moment. At least they have a sense of humor, so it’s beneficial.

Siddhananda: We’re always welcome to have a good laugh. Okay. They are saying fresh breath and no cavities.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: And so, okay. I am asking if they are a nature spirit because I do see a little image of one of those little fun, little green…

G: Yeah, yeah. It could be one of those nature sprites, Mother Nature sprite.

Siddhananda: …images. They are saying they are not…

G: …not quite a nature sprite.

Siddhananda: (laughing) No, not really, no. They just are connected in with I think nature a lot.

G: More identified with that.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: And they wouldn’t mind remaining that.

G: Okay, well there’s no reason that you have to change if you want to remain there as long as you are getting lessons and things. Absolutely! There’s no reason why you have to take other types of births. Consciousness is in all of it. It doesn’t matter trees, plants, nature, animal, human or other dimensions. It doesn’t matter. Consciousness is consciousness. Just the outplay and the experiential part of it will be different depending on which type you access.

Siddhananda: Boy, I am just seeing light now for this one, so maybe they were just…

G: That’s all they needed, permission to do that.

Siddhananda: They just needed that. I don’t see this…

G: That permission to do that, yeah.

Siddhananda: It’s light, I mean it’s just made of light…

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: And I think also that reflection is exactly that, and how that’s in all…

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: …living things, you know, it’s no different.

G: Yeah, it’s no different. It doesn’t matter which form. It’s just, you know, depending on what type of brain or whatever one has that acts like, you know, a filtering or a kind of a, what do you say, kind of like a computer program (moving hands around her head) depending on which one you have.

Siddhananda: Different patterns.

G: It patterns and it changes the experience of what it is. It’s all consciousness. But that’s like the programmer. (laughing) So, if you want to have different experiences, they have a different type of thing but it’s all consciousness. It doesn’t matter. It’s just the outward experience will appear to be different.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I see a little changing shape with that little nature sprit but then it goes back to this light. And I think it’s just really all into that feeling.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: It’s quite good.

G: Yeah, and that’s fine. We’ll leave him with that. Continue to be happy.

Siddhananda: Thank you for bringing that refreshment in.

G: Yes, we’re happy to have that refreshment.

Siddhananda: Okay!

Playful Spirit

Siddhananda: [I’m seeing] a bit of stone, glowing bright... (laughing) I'm just conveying glowing bright... love... dancing... he likes the stone.

G: It's a nice stone. (laughing)

Siddhananda: It is, yeah. (laughing)

G: It has very nice energy (laughing)... I guess, a great place to hang out and play for a while.

Siddhananda: That's it. I guess that's it, because what I see now is that little stone and I’m seeing a little greenery growing around [it]. It's kind of a fun, I guess you could say, a playful kind of energy.

G: Yeah. the energy with that feels a little more playful, rainbows and bubbly...

Siddhananda: Yeah... (laughing) they like what you're saying. They really, really like what you're saying.

G: I'm glad they're having fun here!

Siddhananda: They're getting happy. They're kind of conveying that when you're speaking, it's like a rain and I see some sprouts coming up, like, it's good, it's nourishment, however you want to put it.

G: New growth! (laughing)

Siddhananda: New growth! All around this little stone. I don't know if they want to stay in it. I’m just trying to see if this is like a hang out and play.

G: They just want to hang out and play for a while. (laughing)

Siddhananda: Let me get a feeling... (pause) They love the stone. I see some light emanating from it.

G: Maybe, they're getting something by just staying there. Maybe that's refreshing to the spirit and maybe that's what they need.

Siddhananda: I don't know if they could stay in there a while.

G: Yeah... that's the feeling I'm getting. 

Siddhananda: Ok.

G: They're just getting their spirit refreshed and that's what they need. You can see the little stone (showing the stone in her hand). It's very sweet... It's got rainbows and it's got all sorts of little things.

Siddhananda: And, I'm feeling the rain coming in.

G: Yeah, refreshing their spirit... so, I think they just want to kind of hang out in this realm.

Siddhananda: They'll be very happy, and, I see the light coming...

G: A nice golden realm that they'll be hanging in for a while. So, we'll let them hang out in their golden realm and play and just sit and listen in.

Siddhananda: They're completely content with that.

G: Yeah, we'll put them over here (placing the stone in the crystal cathedral)

Seeking the Light

Siddhananda: This one seeks beauty. Something about pink, and light, and that means love… harmony. There's something about relationship, and they’re in a relationship and again holding hands. I see there's not two in there, but that's what she’s… she/he is conveying.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: That's what's going on. It sounds like, and just to convey this, that it has more of a sexual element to it.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: It's more on that level. Maybe. by that, some spirit got missed… you know, I guess with the pleasure that comes from that.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And just seeking to go beyond more of the carnal type of thing, I guess. They want to embody something different. They want to reach a higher vibration.

G: Right, so they need to go and start following a Bhakti path.

Siddhananda: Okay.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: I'm seeing that pink heart being conveyed to me as a thank you… Yeah, and it sounds like they are both open to that. I think they have fallen too far into the physical thing.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: They do have love there, but they haven't really... they haven't communed in spirit as much…

G: Right.

Siddhananda: …as they think they should.

G: Right, they need to fall in love with the God form… (nodding) God form, and use that to transfer their love to… and it  will open the heart to the Bhakti path.

Siddhananda: Ok.

G: That would be beneficial for them.

Siddhananda: Ok, and now I see two pink hearts blooming, as the other one is not here in the stone, but he's hearing you. And they want to thank you. They say that they remember that woman that said we drink from each other's spirit.

G: (nodding in agreement)

Siddhananda: And they feel like that's a good thing, that sounded good to them.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: And I can see, kind of, you know, two cups and water (waving her hands across each other) in both.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: But there is a heart, kind of, with the whole thing (moving both hands together to demonstrate wholeness).

G: Right.

Siddhananda: It's just kind of…

G: That's good. That's a step forward. (laughter)

Siddhananda: (smile) So, they said thank you, and they… I guess, she has a question about sex in terms of should they abstain from it more.

G: Uh, yeah.

Siddhananda: (laughter)

G: When you have the... especially when you're doing the seeking end of it, when you are having so much physical relations, your attention is on the body.

Siddhananda: She said "it is indeed", this is what's happening and this is what they are getting concerned about, that it is going too much with that and not allowing other light…

G: Right.

Spirit: …to come through us, and even as individuals, too, not just together, but in our own individual journeys, too.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: That maybe holding that back.

G: Right.

Spirit: Thank you so much!

G: You’re welcome.

Spirit: Bye!

G: Bye!

Siddhananda: Okay, two hearts blooming for you.

Spirit is Eternal

Siddhananda: I’m hearing, “When I came here, mind began to not be so stirred (gesturing with finger going around). I desire to live peacefully. I lived during the time of…” I'm hearing kind of Inca or Maya…

G: Incan or Mayan?

Siddhananda: Yeah…

G: That was kind of a rough era.

Siddhananda: Yeah.. (laughing) we get everything here. It was, yeah… I’m hearing in my mind, Mayan ruins… but, also the energy is very strong there. It's very healing in some ways, and… seeing something about caskets, I don't know, being buried like that or something, or some way of burying… being, you know, whatever the way they do the rituals then… in that time…

G: Ok.

Siddhananda: But there was something done on the body… and [am] seeing that image of the body and then the wrappings… the rope or something… I think maybe just more [of], you know, how they're still connected there. That's kind of my feeling, that they're maybe connected to that body that is not even alive anymore.

G: Ah…

Siddhananda: I don't know… maybe that experience and whatever happened with that death and the following ritual that took place… they watched it… they saw… they're still not able to have left that fully…

G: And, what is the reason that you have not left [that fully]?

Siddhananda: That time was hard… that thing… that whatever they [did], you know, wrapped the body… kind of that feeling is still with them.

G: Yeah… You know you can be free of that. There's no reason to cling to that. 

Spirit: Ah (sighing with relief)… really? Wasn't that really who I am? It happened to me though.

G: No, it's not.. That was a temporary thing and a temporary journey, but now, it's time to move forward. You can go on to other experiences, other lives, other…

Spirit: Really, I’m not that body with that thing?

G: No, you're not that body, you're not that experience. It was something that you experienced but you are not that. There should only be an awareness of that but not being that. 

Spirit: Hmm (sighing with relief)… I just don't think I did anything; I was a good woman.

G: Mm hmm…

Spirit: You know, I lived my life good.

Siddhananda: I don't know, something may have happened towards the end that was, maybe, kind of violent… I don't know, i just can't quite connect [to that].

G: It was a very violent culture.

Siddhananda: Yeah… something happened to her.

G: There was a lot of violence. There were lot of sacrifices. She could have been a sacrifice.

Siddhananda: Hmmm.. could have been (nodding)… and, that's my feeling [that] something happened.

G: Yeah… there were a lot of… during that time, people sacrificed and they were very violent… and they would actually, some of them, rip out the heart and the heart's still beating!(gesturing with hand near the heart). They had some very very [violent sacrifices].

Siddhananda: That's my feeling… something happened and she was wrapped. I don't know how her body was handled completely, but, something that bound her so tight that she feels…

G: You should be free of the bindings. There's nothing to be bound any longer. You're not that body. You're spirit. Look and see that you are spirit.

Spirit: (deep sigh) Ohhhhh…

Siddhananda: You know, she revisits that in her head, and…

G: Yeah… there's no reason to go back there.

Spirit: Ohhhh... i'm not that anymore.

G: No, you're not that. You've never been that. You are that Light that's within the heart of being. You are That. 

Siddhananda: And she was saying she died with God in her heart and…

G: Mm hmm… then go to the God that's within the heart, rather than seeing the external shell. The other was a shell, that's all. 

Spirit: I’m so… ahh… afraid to… what's going to come…

Siddhananda: I think she's been with that identity for so long.

G: Yeah. it's been a lot of time [that] has passed [since] that was there. But, no, you are That. Within the heart of being is that God essence, and, that God Essence experiences, through the form, different realms, different experiences… but, they're only experiences.

Siddhananda: And she's feeling light, she's feeling lighter… kind of like that, i guess, i'm seeing some chains starting to break.

G: Mm hmm… yeah… 

Siddhananda: Yeah… that's all I can say. I see chains and her message [with] those [is] that's where I was and with this Light. It's feeling like it's beginning to soften that imagery that was being identified with being a woman… She's a good woman. She's loving… and, I think, that part, she's like why would they do this?

G: Right.

Siddhananda: So, now she feels she can, you know, [move forward]…

G: The spirit is eternal... the spirit is eternal. So, you know, let go of that former body and that former experience and you can move forward. Just allow more of that Light to come in and to cleanse and to purify and to let you move forward, and, ask to move forward.

Spirit: Mm hmm.. (deep sigh of relief)

Siddhananda: She's really kind of, you know, releasing… sad and releasing and just more present, for sure.

G: (picking up her puppies)

Siddhananda: (laughing) Oh gosh… you're going to hold them both?

G: Yeah, he wants to [be held]… (laughing) you know how he is, he's jealous… if Raj [puppy] gets held, he (Max the other puppy) wants to get held.

Siddhananda: (laughing) Yeah, the two little muffins in your hands… She's smiling [referring to the spirit]… she's smiling because she knows that's what we're talking about. She's smiling and she's almost thinking as she smiles, “Some things don't change. Life is kind of just life, I guess." That kind of gave her that insight.

G: Yeah exactly. life is life. It's all experiences and then you can go forward to new experiences. You don't need to remain stuck in that. That is not the only experience in your existence. 

Siddhananda: She's "oh..." and enjoying looking at the puppies.

G: (laughing) The two monkeys!

Siddhananda: (laughing).. and kind of just, you know, feeling lighter and feeling more present and she can kind of just be whatever, herself, now, I guess, without that [binding chain] being there… and i now see the chain again, without that chain…

G: Right (nodding). You don't need that chain. There's no reason to hang on to that chain. It doesn't benefit you in any way. 

Siddhananda: Ohh… she's so… you know, so grateful.

Spirit: How should I proceed?

G: Just ask for Light and ask those on the other side to aid you to get you ready to move forward into another existence that would benefit you.

Siddhananda: (pause) And she's much quieter and she's much, I would say, gentle but strong, I mean, she's got both. And she's just, kind of… and now I see a pitcher of water that can carry her, and she's okay with letting that carry her wherever that destination goes.

G: Excellent! That's much better. Go with the flow! (laughing)

Siddhananda: (laughing) She's smiling… really, really smiling, like it's very genuine.

G: Yeah. (smiling)

Siddhananda: That's that one. I don't know, did you have anything else with her?

G: No. We can let her continue to ask guidance from the other side and they can help her get ready and prepare her for the next leg of the journey (smiling).

Siddhananda: That's there (nodding)… that [the guidance] is there for her.