Mummified

Siddhananda: Alright, so we’ve got our next one! (pause) A lot of calcification in there. I think this is the one that said they had some hard stuff.

G: Ah, yeah.

Siddhananda: Calcification. Times of sorrow.

G: Yeah, you just become petrified.

Siddhananda: Right. Times of sorrow and not being present. Not standing up for herself. Those kinds of things. Letting people walk on them and also just shrinking in life … shrinking to it.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: And sort of getting into their own calcification and isolation from whatever experiences, or whatever persona they clung to as being this way or that. Yeah. So let’s see what they desire. They do desire light, but they do feel really hardened. It doesn’t sound like in a mean way. It’s more in an isolating [way].

G: No, it’s not in a mean way. It’s just a self protective way.

Siddhananda: That’s it exactly. More like a really hard casing.

G: You have to understand that when you are trying to protect yourself, you are just putting yourself in a prison.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: So, are they ready to open the prison door and walk out of it. They can walk out of that prison. They don’t have to keep themselves in that.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I do see a hard box or prison. The door is open. But it is still pretty, pretty solid.

G: Oh yeah, it’s pretty solid and it will be. They are going to have to take the initiative to step out of that door. But that door is open. It’s not locked and they can step out of it, for sure.

Siddhananda: Boy, I’ll tell you, prison sometimes looks better than this because at least it has bars. But this is a heavy, heavy cement box with not even much light coming in there.

G: Yeah, they really have themselves closed in, yeah. So, I want them to, at this present time, to do inwardly the “I Am That I Am” and connect with that God center, that God light within that burns and gives them life.

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay. I can feel more energy moving within the cell. I don’t even see them. It’s just so enclosed.

G: Right. So I now ask also that some of those beings of light would come to their doorway and hold their hand through so that that being can hold their hand and come out.

Siddhananda: (pause) Okay, so that’s there for them. They are not stepping out. They are kind of in there. I can see a little image of someone sitting, but turned away. More just there in their own world. That light is there, but they’re not [responding]. At least, I can see in there a little bit more.

G: So, let’s connect with them again. Do you want the freedom?

Siddhananda: What are you asking? (motioning to try to hear spirit)

G: Do they want the freedom?

Siddhananda: Okay. (pause) They do desire freedom.

G: Then they need to ask Christ to take up their bed. You need to stand up.

Siddhananda: The light is trying to help them up, but they are not wanting to stand up. I’m feeling something got to its feet a little bit.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: They are just almost like they had to be pulled up like this heavy thing. They couldn’t get their legs [under themselves].

G: Right. Again, you have to find that there is strength within you and you can stand up. All you have to believe is that what I am telling you is the truth and stand up, and go towards the door. There are hands stretched through the doorway for you to grab. And they will be more than happy to help give you strength and move you through.

Siddhananda: Yeah, it feels like the light has come more within that boxed area, and kind of helping them up, but then they are not really wanting to use their legs.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Their legs keep collapsing under them. They are back down and then they are being helped up.

G: So, at this point, real quick, I’m going to … (long silence, closed eyes). I’m just going to relay this to them. So, you cannot just sit and think about it. You need to just listen and get up and do it. Don’t 'try' to do it, just stand up and do it.

Siddhananda: Right, and I was telling them you need to walk. You need to walk. Get up and walk, because they are just wanting to limp along.

G: Exactly. Because that’s their free will. If she is not going to even manage her free will that much, nobody can aid her. This has to come within her. Everybody is there to help her, but she has to make that initial standing up. That’s all she has to do.

Siddhananda: Okay, because I do see the light trying to help her up. But, still I see a person with some bandages on. They are limping.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: Limping along like they just have none of that strength in there, within themselves, to even move their legs one in front of the other.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And then the bandages, the gauze and stuff.

G: She has to let go of the pity party and all of the drama that she had.

Siddhananda: For sure. I am seeing some more light resonating from her heart, which is good.

G: Good.

Siddhananda: So, I’m feeling that, which is feeling different. And then she’s got the light trying to help, but she’s just like not wanting to get her legs to work well. She’s still gauzed up.

G: She can do it. She can do it. One hundred percent, she can do it.

Siddhananda: She’s saying, “Help me! Help me!”

G: We can help you, but she has got to help herself [first]. Remember God helps those that help themselves. This is what that means. This means you have to take the first step.

Siddhananda: The light is trying to encourage her out and things.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: She’s still all gauzed up, her face, hands, legs.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Just kind of mummified.

G: Yeah, mummified there. (laughing)

Siddhananda: Yeah, mummified, like the living dead. That’s what it looks like (laughing), [with how she's] moving that way.

G: She needs to stand up.

Siddhananda: She is walking, but it looks like the living dead. That’s what it looks like.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: She does have some light in her heart [within] this scene. There is some light emanating from her heart.

G: Once she reaches out [for the help], that pulls her out and take off those bandages.

Siddhananda: She’s still in her cage. There’s some light coming in through her cage and some light in her heart. She is going to try and blindly walk towards that light. But she’s completely covered up like a mummy and the way she is walking so stiff.

Spirit: Help me!

G: Yeah, well, that’s all she has to do. They’ve got her hand and [will just] pull.

Siddhananda: Maybe we can let that one sit a little while. The light is there, trying to usher her out.

G: Yeah, they will get her out.

Siddhananda: You want me to put it aside and we’ll check in a little bit? Or do you want to leave this one? What did you want to do with this?

G: You can put her aside. We’ve got a few we can work with for a little while.

Siddhananda: She needs some time there. It’s going to take a while. So, okay, we’ll leave that one aside and go on to the next one.