Kali's Grace

Siddhananda: So, we have our first stone [of the day] here, a linga (showing a small lingam which is black in color) (pause)... Well, the first thing I heard is "master-peace," so, not like a masterpiece (laughter).  No, it's funny, I'm laughing 'cause this guy is laughing.

G: Master, peace. (moving her hands left and then right to illustrate the space between the words) (Laughter) 

Siddhananda: I almost saw it like this big amazing painting, or something like that, maybe that's true, too? Master, peace (moving both arms left then right slowly to illustrate the space between the words) (laughter all round)

G: I think it's peace.

Siddhananda: Yeah, exactly.

G: Not piece.

Siddhananda: That's right.

G: (laughter)

Siddhananda: Anyway, he's saying he is a masterpiece though, now, come on! (laughter all round)

G: (laughter) There you go... it's also masterpiece, ok. So we'll take that. (laughter)

Siddhananda: So he's a big substantial guy.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: Kind of... (holding both fists up to illustrate a big strong person)

G: Big guy.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: Substantial.

Siddhananda: Yeah, [I] see like a buddha, like a belly. (little laughter) Anyways, so, how can we help you today? He's in jaga, jaga-pur? maybe you can help me (speaking to G) Jaipur, something like that... I'm hearing.

G: Jaipur?

Siddhananda: I’m hearing, Jai, Jaipur.

G: Maybe Jaipur.

Siddhananda: Is it Jaipur? (asking spirit) (pause).. it sounds like that could be it, but I'm not totally getting a yes or no with that, I don't know why, but, it sounds like it is in India, somewhere, yeah.

G: Yeah, ok.

Siddhananda: It is there, ok, so anyway.

G: North or south India?

Siddhananda: That's where he came from, I mean, he is not there, but...

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: I can see him, he's done a lot of rituals by the Ganges and went into the Ganges.

G: Oh, ok, that's a different place then.

Siddhananda: Ok, and I can see him sort of there by the ghats and maybe taking some vows and things, I don't...

G: Aha (nodding)

Siddhananda: So, anyway what questions do you have for us today? I'm just hearing master peace (little laughter)... so, is that where your consciousness is?

Spirit: Yes, in master peace.

G: Aha. (nodding)

Siddhananda: So, how can we help you today? "Want to move," he's saying. Wants to be a knower of Brahman, but, I'm wondering if he's master peace.

G: Aha. (nodding)

Siddhananda: "Want to be a knower of Brahman," is what he's saying... maybe...

G: He wants to be a knower of Brahman.

Siddhananda: Yes.

G: Ok, yeah. So, (pause) yeah I think he can do the COS...

Siddhananda: Ok.

G: And also the Kali [mantras].

Siddhananda: Yeah, that sounds really perfect, that blend for him.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: COS and Kali.

G: Yeah, both of those would be good for him.

Siddhananda: I'm feeling a little something with him, like something’s, he's getting a little riled about something. (laughter)

G: Yeah, I'm sure.

Siddhananda: He's getting a little riled.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: (Laughter and a grin like what's this about) Something about Kali.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: He's getting riled.

G: Yeah, because Kali is standing on Shiva (smiling) and he's a worshiper of Shiva. So, it's going to make him a little riled.

Siddhananda: Yeah, he's getting riled.

G: Yeah, 'cause he doesn't understand what that energy is.

Siddhananda: I think it's the Kali thing.

G: Yeah, it's the Kali, of course.

Siddhananda: Ok, boy! He's acting out.

G: Because he's thinking that Kali is disrespecting Shiva or something, and he doesn't understand those energies, and if he wants the peace, he'll [have to] open to those energies. So, anyway, we'll ask our genuine brahman (laughter), that has gone into realization, to please come and speak with this one.

Siddhananda: Ok, the one that is the page turner [referring to a Spirit that visited earlier.]

G: Our page turner. If he could come out of that for a moment. If he could come out of the Absolute and speak with this one for a second, that would be perfect.

Siddhananda: Ok, I'm seeing those pages being turned, so he's coming. Just his way of saying [that] he's available.

G: Ok.

Siddhananda: (taking a deep breath and pause) So, he's telling him, let that all go.

G: Aha.

Siddhananda: That's not… it's not like that, what you're thinking.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: And the way you're behaving is going to hold this back from you... this Light.

G: Right, right. He needs to go back from, into the yoni, back into the linga, and that yoni is representative of Shakti or Kali. No matter how much he wants to disparage that (laughter), that's the truth of it.

Siddhananda: Right. The true knower of Brahman is here. Yeah, I can feel his energy kind of more there (placing left and over right shoulder)... the other one is more like, kinda his hair is standing on end, he's just riled!

G: Ohh, really really upset, yeah that really would upset him...yeah.

Siddhananda: The knower of Brahman is there, his presence is there and I feel some light emanating (puts hand over heart and gestures light emanating) from him. It could be in his discussion with him.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: With this one energy that's so riled.

G: Right, right.

Siddhananda: [Let's] see what happens, I am feeling fire in this other one that's getting all acting up. (laughter)

G: Oh, I'm sure, I'm sure, they can get quite nasty (laughter) trust me, I've dealt with them before in India, yeah.

Siddhananda: He's...

G: If you come for Truth, then you have to listen to what is Truth, otherwise why did you come? Did you come to get your ego fluffed up?

Siddhananda: I am hearing the challenge with this one, I am hearing that with him.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: And with that kind of energy, it's not going to go anywhere or...

G: It's not going to bode him well, right.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I mean he needs to settle down.

G: Right, I asked and you said you did not come to challenge, so if you did not come to challenge then you need to sit and listen, and I'm giving you the best to move you forward, whether you want to believe it or not. You are so stuck in your rigid patterns that you missed what it is, and therefore you need this stronger energy to break through those patterns. Ok, so you're not going to get it by continuing the method you've done, it hasn't worked yet.

Siddhananda: And what I'm feeling now is just like I say, the knower of brahman, all this Light flowing, there is a force flowing (moving her arms in and out to indicate a flowing) into this, if he does indeed accept it.

G: He needs to open and accept it.

Siddhananda: Yeah, 'cause it's there.

G: Yeah, 'cause there is one that was a page turner was, (one who was clinging to book knowledge) that has, again, entered realization and he was there and he was from India, and if you don't wanna hear it from me you can hear from him. He will tell you that I know what I'm talking about (laughter).

Siddhananda: And he is with this energy...

G: Right.

Siddhananda: ...transmitting that of be still, be quiet, open up your heart, this is for your good, in what is being said, and these lessons can be very hard and can rock your world. But, stay open, 'cause I, all of us, have come in with some mistaken knowledge, till it get gets rooted away.

G: Right.

Siddhananda: He's pretty solid with his convictions, this is a tough, tough one.

G: He can stay in his convictions, but it hasn't got him to realization, so either he understands that or not. Nobody is forcing him to change, he came here. I did not come to him, he came to me (pause)... but, you don't come to a teacher for aid and then act like this, you should know that.

Siddhananda: You should know better, yeah.

G: Yeah, you should know better.

Siddhananda: Yeah, like why come.

G: Why come if you don't want the truth.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I'll see... check in with him then and see where he's... (pause)

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I'm hearing no, he's not open.

G: Yeah, then you can go on your way.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I think that's best for him right now.

G: Then you can go on your way.

Siddhananda: Yeah.

G: You can continue to sit there and do Shiva mantras forever and not understand the Truth of what you're doing. I'm giving you a way to go into that linga to understand what it is and what it's not.

Siddhananda: I am just feeling a challenging energy in there.

G: Aha, well (G picks the stone up in her left hand and holds it in her fist) Ok, you don't like Kali. (looks at Siddhananda and laughs)

(G and Siddhananda close eyes) (long pause)

Siddhananda: Definitely quiet. (giggle)

G: (G holds up her left hand with the stone in her fist (pause) then blows into it and proceeds to hold it, then inhales and then exhales)

Siddhananda: Hmm hmm.

G: (holds the stone up to the camera) So, what's happening with our little friend now? (puts stone back down)

Siddhananda: (laughter) I am hearing "burning to ashes."

G: Hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: He was scared in your hands... I'm hearing "burning to ashes."

G: Hmm hmm. It's the best thing that can happen to him. Burn away all that rubbish that he thinks he has.

Siddhananda: It's interesting, there is some ashes and some different manifestations in the fire coming... (Weaving her hands in and out to demonstrate a pattern with the fire)

G: Hmm hmm.

Siddhananda: Beautiful manifestations actually of spiritual...

G: Hmm hmm... This is what Kali does, comes in and cuts the heads of demon mind, so that one can be liberated, if you ask for liberation, you wanna know...

Siddhananda: There's not much else coming now, I am just seeing that... from the ashes, these beautiful manifestations, reminds me a little of your one picture that you have with the fire and the images coming up.

G: Hmm hmm. (nodding)

Siddhananda: He's saying "singe my heart."

G: Yeah, it singes your heart.

Siddhananda: (laughter)

G: Now, are you ready to listen? (laughter)

Spirit: Forever at your feet.

G: There we go! (laughter)

Siddhananda: (laughter)

Spirit: Forever at your feet divine.

G: So now, if our page turner could give him the Kali mantras and also the COS.

Siddhananda: Those are right there for him.

G: Ok.

Siddhananda: Immediately!

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Right there, so...

G: And now you can understand now what it is and what it's not. So, we will leave him over here to process (points at the crystal cathedrals) for a day, and we will check with him tomorrow and see what he has learned. (smiling) 

Siddhananda: Yes... (places the stone by the crystal cathedrals)

G: That's what's called having compassion for him.

Siddhananda: Yeah, I know. Yeah.

G: Could have sent him away and left him to stay there for millennia.

Siddhananda: Which we have for some...

G: Yeah,yeah, but it felt for him it was just the right thing to do, to break through that.

Siddhananda: Each one is different.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: Each one is different. You just have a knowing there that comes at the time.

G: Yeah.