The Beauty of Kali

Siddhananda: This one is smiling greatly ... something about ... still laughing about that Big Baba, or something.

G: About what?

Siddhananda: Oh, it was a connection with Sundhar Puri.

G: Oh! (laughing)

Spirit: Big Baba, so funny.

G: Big Baba (laughing).

Siddhananda: I can see smoke ... like that means Sundhar Puri (laughing).

G: Yeah (laughing).

Siddhananda: But, he's laughing ... laughing, but sad, too.

G: Yeah.

Siddhananda: That what has come, but not to say, ... "anyway, enough of that," he says. But, he knows him. He knows you.

G: Okay.

Siddhananda: But he won't go into that. He wants right now to be free. And, again, the Ganges river ... the Ganges river flowing ... beautiful Ganges ... Ganges ... Ghats. It sounds like he was a husband. He was a family man there, but he did, you know, like Ganesha [prayer/puja] and asked for good luck, blessings ... to bless his business, and ...

G: Mm hmm ... right, the usual things.

Siddhananda: "Yes," he said, "yes, the usual things."

G: ... not the things of the spirit, but the things of [the world]...

Siddhananda: "And, he didn't know," he said. He knew, and he didn't know.

Spirit: I guess that's not totally true. I did feel something wasn't right, there ... to ask, to always ask ... it was like it was selfish.

G: Right, that's what it usually is. Most of the ... unfortunately, the Indian population goes to the temple, and they ask to have a male child, they ask for their business to be well, they ask for those types of things, rather than to move forward in spirit for self-realization.

Spirit: Mm hmm ... hmm, yeah ... so, Kali ... Kali was an energy that I read a lot about when I was in that body.

G: Okay.

Spirit: I didn't really understand her fully, though. I know we see Kali all over, and things, but she's coming for me now. She's gonna come get me now because I wasn't a good person.

G: (smiling) If she comes to get you, it's a good thing (laughing with Siddhananda).

Spirit: Should I not run?

G: Don't run (laughing). No, Kali can greatly benefit, you know, if you understand Kali. There are so many aspects to that ... many, many aspects to Kali that most people do not understand ... a lot of different practices with Kali. Most of her thing is there to break through ego. So, it's not a detrimental thing.

Spirit: But, her sword is scary.

G: She's only there to cut through ego, to cut through the demons of ego that separate one from God.

Siddhananda: "Her skulls ... her skulls!" That's all I'm hearing (chuckling).

G: Yeah, her skulls are actually the ones that have transcended. They've lost the head of ego, you know. They have transcended.

Spirit: It's good?

G: Yeah, that's a good thing, yeah.

Spirit: Her skulls. Her skulls. Siddhananda is wearing a skull.

G: ... ones that have transcended, yeah ... you cut the head of ego (smiling) ... and, Kali is time ... timeless.

Siddhananda: I see him trying to shield his eyes. He's going ... (gasping as one does when startled with fear) ... shivery. He's being blessed, though, with this.

G: Mm hmm, yeah ... may Kali be more revealed to him ... what she is and what she's not.

Siddhananda: He's shivering. He's shivering like he's ...

G: What is that energy, and what it is not.

Siddhananda: He's shivering. He's shielding his eyes. He's shaking, but he's being penetrated with a different energy of light. You can see some kind of [an image]... the top part light, and the bottom part darker, but he's shivering and shaking, breathing deeply, and ...

G: Hm hmm.

Siddhananda: He says that he didn't know that this was a [good thing]... or, he did, but he just didn't want to accept that this was [good]... cause he was so focused on his family, and [asking for] the good blessings. He didn't realize this beautiful Kali.

G: Now you can open yourself and understand what it is, and, what it is not.

Spirit: I saw Kali as black, but now I see her as being light. Light and potent like a medicine that is painful to go down, but, kills the disease.

G: Exactly.

Siddhananda: "So much pain," he says. "So much holding is what she's trying to get rid of."

G: Exactly.

Spirit: Thank you so much.

G: You're welcome. Namaste (gesturing with namaste hands).

Siddhananda: Namaste (gesturing with namaste hands).

Spirit: Oh, and the COS ...

G: Oh, and the COS (laughing).

Spirit: Is that okay for me?

G: The COS is fine for you.

Spirit: Oh, okay. Thank you so much. Namaste.

G: Namaste.

Siddhananda: He's happy about the COS.